mourningx2

Alot of things have change with me. I am married now. I lived in mishawaka instead of south bend. still no friends. I work at aj wrong. I own a message forum http://www.fallingroses.com Go visit there. I need poster and members. Plus Im having a contest who ever bring in more members can be a mondertor yes. a moderator. Glad I miss talking to all you guys.

i went to work yesterday sick as a dog. this girl which i will name nameless. was standing around playing with her hair. while i was geting back up in parts. dumb ass people now a days.
evil kitty i cant reply back on comment replys.
i hate webtv it wont let me really do anything i want. i need to find a real computer. well a cheap one. i found a cheap couch but i dont have 150 dallots for it. my check this week only gonna be 2 days and we need food. i hate living an adult life. i want to be a teen. but the best thing about living this life is charles aka deadpuppet. i did something strange while i was sleeping. i poke him in the eye. hahahahaha. i love him. i think it was poke of love....im still sick. plus itchy all over. i broke in to hives once again. i dont know why im doing it but i did. well bye bye for now i need to brush my hair and get my sexy ass to work.

froggy blessings

i went surfing online to day.

did you know an aver. person farts 14 times a day
woman farts smell the worst.
guys farts the loudest in the morning,
anit that interesting?

Sorry i havent been posting. i finally got a webtv. plus i lost most of mine friends e-mail addy. so if you are my friend. and if you have msn add me to it. froggieangel@webtv.net
im starting my new years off by fixing broken relationships well friends. i wanna tell people that im sorry. if i ever piss you off or call you names. which was few of you guys. i really want to say sorry to gypsy. sorry for all the shit i talk. i was piss off. now i know whats going on. i didnt know you have amy in your life. i was sorry. Sorry amy for cussing and pissing at your man.
well the good news is that i got myself an apartment. gonna get married this year. i have fish. cut my hair short. im really happy. i love my man. im going out with username deadpuppet. yes he do have red hair. god hes fucking sexy....

I have alot to update. I finally got me a car. damn i for the year again will its a olds mobile cutlass cirea. piece of shit to me. I dont have my license i have insurance on it. but no license plates. Why well some fucking fool fuck up on the title. Not naming names. now I have to find the previous owner of the car and have him tosigned the fucking paper. I have a new job I work at wal mart now. YAY!. i got fired from low bobs. Strange thing about that is the same day I got hire in to Wal mart. So fuck low bobs.

DO NOT SHOP AT LOW BOBS. THEY SELL CIGS TO KIDS AND SELL STALE CIGS, CHIPS AND OVER DEW POP. NEXT TIME YOU IN LOW BOBS. CHECK THE DATES. DEFINATELY THE ONE BY 7-11 ON MISHAWAKA AVE.

Let see. my frog died. My b/f and I split up. We still talk. He coming down to see me on the 29 which i dont want him too. He has a new job now. I really scared of him. I dont know what to do. He remind me of my exs put togehter except the ones that beat on me. He lie to me couple of times. He totally callmy phone alot. Well use too. He thinks im a kid which im not. Telling me not to do that or do this. He's controling me. I dont like that. I think I should let it all out and tell him whats on my mine. Instead of giving him a piece of it. Im realy scaredof him. I remeber the day he told me that he will kill himself if i broke up with him. im afraide he gonna do that.

Im hopeless, im falling in love with this dude micheal at work. *sigh*

yea I love deadpuppet

/monic

It's snowing.
I didnt went to work today. I accident left my keys in my mom's van. Grrrr.
I feeling really sad. Im really close stealing someone car.
Driving my self off a bridge.
Like someone really missed me. If I ever did that.
How hard I try. I get sad. OR really depressed.
I broke up my b/f today. He telling me that he gonna kill himself
b/c I broke up with him.
I hope he understand that Im a creature that will not love anyone.
I tell them that I love him then break off with them.
I can't lived this way. All I am is full of sadness
and pain. I can't lived anymore.
Im saving this on my computer for my mom to read. since she love the computer. maybe she will notice that I left this world.
Some of you might saying im talking out of my ass. Well im not.
Some of you know me. I talk about killing my self. I get really close doing it. like when I OD my self.
Well this time. Im not coming back. Im gonna end it to life. I just a waste of someone life.
Bye and Thank you for being my friends.
Monic

How can one guy made a impact on you over a computer?
Well It to me. You know who you are. Im not gonna put your name out for everyone to read.
But When you told me you kiss a female. I stop and cry. It should of been me. I know I pushed you away alot. I just dont wanna get hurt anymore. I know you have a girlfriend. That is why Im hurting so much.
I dont want other man. I just want you.

Life is like a dream. Dream it well my friends..